Beauty in Words

I’m such a quote whore! I love to start and end my days with words that are beautifully placed together…

This one is courtesy of Julia Cameron:

Each of us has an inner dream that we can unfold if we will just have the courage to admit what it is. And the faith to trust our own admission. The admitting is often very difficult. What we really want to do is what we are really meant to do. When we do what we are meant to do, money comes to us, doors open for us, we feel useful, and the work we do feels like play to us.

And this one is courtesy of my favorite blogger, Mastin Kipp:

Having high standards and not settling requires us to spend more time with and on ourselves, becoming the people it takes to create the life of our dreams. We don’t allow fearful or manipulative people, places and circumstances to dictate our outcome. We’d rather walk alone than with someone who drains us.

My world seems like complete chaos but there’s a method to the madness! I’m focused on my focus & am thankful for those who don’t mind sharing their thoughts to help others.

Peace & Blessings.

-M

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Mila Rant I

That weird point where you don’t know if you should close the chapter or write more…

On this impromptu snow day I have been accompanied by my thoughts. Because I’ve been so busy lately, it’s easy for me to fall out of touch with my feelings just because of my plate being full of working, going to class, trying to make healthy choices and hitting the gym. My social life is literally non-existent because right now, I am in “go” mode. I am approaching the mark of working one month consecutively without a day off. Well today, the weather slowed me down and my feelings caught up with me. They were so overwhelming that I had to take a nap, I woke up to do homework only with them still there sitting beside me on the couch. I thought that I would try to put them into words which is where this post is coming from.

The heaviest burden I am holding right now is if I should give a certain guy my time and effort. My time is seriously golden right now and if someone doesn’t understand that, I don’t believe that it is deserved. At this point in my exasperating life, there is always something for me to do. I possess a list of goals and deadlines that won’t let me be satisfied sitting dormant. When you first encounter a member of the opposite sex, what each party wants could be totally different but how will you know? How can you be forthcoming without seeming like a looney tune? Do I even have time to indulge in such a puzzle? Dare I tell the universe that right now all I want is male companionship? I don’t have time to live up to any labels but if you are willing to accept the seed that I am giving you to plant right now, who knows what it can grow into? Knowing your worth is much more difficult than all the cliché quotes lead you to believe.

Knowing your worth means walking alone rather than accepting what’s less than what you offer.
Ahhhhhh, there are so many guys that hit me up that I can’t even take seriously so why in the hell do I still even entertain them? Something is better than nothing huh? Naaaaah, Mila get a grip. You know what I have realized? I can be busier than the busiest bee but still make room for nonsense. I need to take a stand. It’s time to head back to the drawing board and cut ties! I don’t half step so why on earth would I let someone else? Is there anyone else out there that feels me?

The rant will continue.

Stay warm.
-M